Happily working today.

mood: artistic

Might be bedtime soon.

Sleep is good.

mood: calm

Most days the depression is kept fairly quiet and only manifests in random low moods and a steady mild apathy. Then days like today when I'm too tired to hold it together I've just got myself convinced Everything Sucks And It's My Fault.

Irrational? Stupid? Ridiculous? Maybe. Probably.

Worse is that some issues I have to just keep to myself. Googling said problems makes it worse because the internet is full of assholes.

Meh. Whatever.

I'll feel better eventually, just not right now.

One word answers only!

Where is your cell phone? Nightstand
Your significant other? Wonderful
Your hair? Tangled
Your mother? Stubborn
Your father? Growing
Your favorite thing? Love
Your dream last night? Blank
Your favorite drink? Screwdriver
Your dream/goal? Happiness
The room you're in? Living
Your fear? Loss
Where do you want to be in 6 years? Home
Where were you last night? Asleep
What you're not? Thin
Muffins? Delicious
One of your wishlist items? Games
Where you grew up? Washington
The last thing you did? Castle
What are you wearing? PJ's
Your TV? Broken
Your pets? Tortie
Your computer? Quiet
Your life? Confused
Your mood? Hungry
Missing someone? Mildly
Your car? Nope
Something you're not wearing? Bra
Favorite store? Thrift
Your summer? Moving
Like someone? Always
Your favorite color? Any
When is the last time you laughed? Recently
Last time you cried? Yesterday
Who will re-post this? People
Bath or shower? Shower
Holiday? Halloween
Writing utensil? Laptop
Vacation activity? Exploring
Bedding preference? Comforter
Pet peeves? Snoring
Cookies? Chocolate
Eggs? White
Favorite thing to do on a rainy day? Read
Your biggest strength? Humor
Favorite thing about school? Learning
Most awesome gift received? Help
Neighbors? Gone
What do you collect? Geekiness
Best kept item from childhood? Bear
Greatest indulgence? Wine
Your house? Building
Fruits or vegetables? Fruits
Quiet or loud? Quiet

Part of me really wants to make a whole FB page or Tumblr account for the hilariously stupid (and usually FUCKING OBVIOUS ^) and ridiculous "inspirational quotes" people like to share on Facebook.

Seriously what the fuck is this, LOL

Birthdaaaay

Here's hoping it won't be too stressful

I could use just one day stress-free before tomorrow when I dive back into flailing about money/healthy/etc :P

But yeah

28th birthday

Let's do this

I was confused as to why my google search about my phone didn't have many results.

Oh I don't know, genius, maybe because instead of typing in "LG Optimus Elite" you typed in "LG OPTIMUS PRIME"!

WAY TO GO.

So we went to see Jurassic Park in 3D.

Definitely worth it. They did a very good job... perfectly subtle. Only a couple of awkward shots with out-of-focus objects up front that ended up very distracting in 3D... but only like two or three shots like that. Otherwise great.

Also? We waited during the credits for "Dinosaur Supervisor"... Will and I started shouting. "YOU HAD ONE JOB, PHIL!" etc etc... lol



Tried whiskey since I try to test drinks or food out every few years to see if I like them. The mix wasn't bad... strong, but not like "omg gross". Unfortunately my stomach WAS NOT HAPPY about whiskey so Will finished my drink.

ANYHOO.

So. During the movie.

Turns out I should not watch certain things while hormonal... especially ovulating. Soon as the T-Rex attacks the kids and they started screaming? I kind of... got upset. Not crying or anything but immediately my entire body tensed and the back of my head screamed "SAVE THEM"... what the fuck? I have never noticed before but I do this - if I see a kid (and some adults if I feel weirdly protective of them) in trouble when I'm drunk on hormones I'm all "YAY BASIC INSTINCT LET'S DO THIS", lol. I feel a bit silly but... whatever. I don't mind my body making me weird if it's just making me protective - I like that part of me, really.

And probably unrelated to the ovulating stuff, I am in a TON of pain right now. Hip stuff, just seems... worse than usual. Weather maybe? Incoming rain? Cold? "Just because"?

Yeah.

Anyway, long day. Good day... just very long.